i try to make this a good summer. its been pretty good, but still. all i’ve got is fuckin drama. drama. DRAMA!
i just found out the guy i care alot for ACTUALLY got someone pregnant and said if she didn’t get an abortion, he’d leave her. wow. i argued with this guy for hours about having sex bacause i didn’t wanna be in that situation. i knew he’d do that and he said he wouldn’t to me. bullshit. he did it to her?
that person did make my life hell for most of my summer. good thing im tough.
now this new kid that i met yesterday AT MY CHURCHÂ is obsessed with me. creepy.
i just realized how much people lie to get their way or minipulate people. “if i were in that situation, i’d never do that”. you’re all full of shit. everyone’s so fuckin selfish these days. there’s only a handful of people that will GENUINELY put you first, for you, not for them. everyone needs to get out of their selfish little fuckin worlds.
i’m tired of having to set people cause their mamma’s didn’t teach them right, or cause no one else will.